freedom

I have died a thousand deaths

And yet I live

I have lived a thousand lives

And yet I die

 I believe that there is ONLY ONE basic freedom in life: HOW I DEFINE MYSELF. My choice, for as long as I can remember, was made at about age seven in 1945. 

It was that I am an intangible observer of everything tangible, including my physicality. I never felt that I owned my body or that my body comprised anything that identifies me. It is a part of the brain function, a memory cloud, that is a record of the past. There is no tangible existence of anything which I consider to define me.

I realize now, at age 86, that nothing that happens in this memory cloud happens to the real me. It happens in a memory cloud of past events which do not even exist. The me which I have the freedom to define cannot be in this memory cloud. The real me observes the memory cloud from a billion different perspectives, NONE of which are actually me.

Reality is the people we love who love us, who observe AND SHARE an infinite set of events which never pause nor repeat. We live within a kindness and respect that I identify as the true reality. I define it as absolute goodness because it has no tangibility. There is no place to go, nothing to be or not be, physically.  - Anthony Chipoletti 

I live on Earth at present, and I don’t know what I am. I know that I am not a category. I am not a thing — a noun. I seem to be a verb, an evolutionary process — an integral function of the universe.

R. Buckminster Fuller (1970)

My purpose and belief can be expressed in a simple sentence: We are now, have always been, and always will be in the perfect and complete Divine Presence. 

We experience Pure Lovingkindness and Absolute Goodness without beginning nor ending.  

This is our actual, authentic existence. Every other aspect of existence, physicality, humanity, etc. is available in complete freedom.

 We can identify our individual point of view of who we are and how we exist in an infinite number of ways.

We are human because it is the dreaming device which our spirits need to remember that we are actually intangible spiritual awareness living in the complete Presence of the Divine. 

The human experience is sort of like an old Hollywood movie :) Just with different actors playing the roles. 

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Our ACTUAL LIFE is the eternal, infinite, intangible awareness of the Divine Presence, who, like all of us, is absolutely free to identify and define one's point of view and one's experiences.

These intangible experiences never pause nor repeat and are the spiritual amnesia which requires gravity to precipitate the waveform collapse.

The waveform is the massless photon flow which NDErs see which is everywhere and everywhen without physicality.

The collapse is the physical memory which forms as a result of gravity, known as a life review or Akashic Record.

 The memory itself has no beginning nor ending and is always available to anyone, and always open to interpretation.